It's like there's some people
for whom swimming in a lake
on a sunny day
isn't enough
seeing a fiddler crab
slide into a tidal pool
isn't enough
hearing a blues band
at the corner bar
ascend into a spiraling
bliss state
of release
isn't enough
the perfect burrito
where you drizzle hot sauce
onto each bite
isn't enough
the perfect falafel sandwich
isn't enough
butterflies in the meadow
someone says I love you
accordion at the farmers market
salsa dance lessons
are not enough
so they go on looking
for something
The Great Thing
that isn't there
that never arrives
and leaves ashes
where it
was
sought
Sunday, April 27, 2025
FASCISM
WHY COULDN'T YOU MONETIZE YOUR TALENT?
(poem found in forgotten files)
I was mowing the grass on a golf course fairway
400 yards of dragon scale green glinting dumbly in the sun
When the sky turned purple in the west
The sound of a building beginning to collapse
The collapse sound accelerating
Clouds that looked like nickels flattened on train rails
Issued a lightning bolt that withered the tree
I was standing beneath
The way Jesus withered the fig tree
That did not bear him fruit out of season
My hair was singed
My teeth felt like electric crystal
I ran down the dragon scale green fairway
In the strobe light of the storm
It began to hail and it sounded like
I was inside of the popcorn machine at the movie theater
Pop! Pop! Pop!
I screamed and a hailstone entered my mouth
Pelting the back of my throat and damaging my larynx
And I could no longer sing a without feeling like a baby dragon
Was hatching in its egg inside of the kettle
Sci-fi in America
he watches a show
about outposts of humans
fighting off
hordes of spore people
north america
wrapped in dread
the stumbling fungal
masses
appear from behind
mountains
from inside derelict
buildings
the hero
rides a horse to a chalet
in a blizzard
he has rescued
a woman
and now she must
kill him
inside the walled city
they hold off the
hungry undead
with exploding barrels
of kerosene
and sharp shooters
perched on ramparts
¡eso!
he yells
¡no lo mates!
he yells
next day
target parking lot
he is grabbed
and sent
with planeloads of men
to a fortress
within a different
walled city
men who traveled up
the umbilical cord
of the americas
seven countries
in seven years
working in car washes
bakeries
brake shops
hair salons
rushed in the night
into a zone
beyond landscape
and time
where their minds
will sprout
nightmares
of chase
and vampiric bites
that merge the victim
with the mycelium world
(Photo by Yael Martinez, from 2024 Day of the Dead show, National Museum of Mexican Art, Chicago)
Silver Crucifixes
7 a.m.
grabbed
and sent
with men
who climbed
the spine
of the americas
seven countries
in seven years
working
car washes
bakeries
brake shops
hair salons
delivered
to a city of stone
and metal
outside of time
and there are
people at podiums
with silver crucifixes
swinging over
their chests
demanding
to make it
their final
destination






